...it's been 2 weeks...

it's been 2 weeks already...

no phone call...no texting...no wishing...
i'm deactivating my fb account, i'm blocking ur ig account...
coz i don't want myself to keep getting hurt...
more and more...
hati sy tenang lepas jumpa ma awak aritu...sy dah boleh makan...
ma banyak tanya sy...and i just let her be...
sebab ma layan sy baik...
even jumpa sekejap, even tak terluah pun apa yg terbuku kat hati ni sebenarnya...
paling tak boleh lupa ur ma cakap "nanti datang la lagi"...
how i wish i could ma...hmm...

jujur, sy rindu awak...sangat...

but i think this is the best way for me, u and us...

i keep 'muhasabah diri'..
trying to find my weakness...

trying to find d old me...
Allah,
andainya yang terjadi adalah kifarah di atas dosa lalu ku,
aku redha ya Allah...

i keep on praying for the miracles...
and i always do believe in Him...